Monday, June 16, 2008

When It's All Said And Done...

Well, we did it. 10,000 miles, 21 states, 3 countries, 440 gallons of gas, and 38 days later I am back in Roebuck South Carolina. I have been processing the past month for a couple days now and I think I am ready to reflect on the entire trip.

First of all, I think I am a better person for going on this trip. This distinction comes in many forms—this trip has made me a better traveler, and a better American. Before I dive deeper into the meditations, let me include a list of some short things I learned on the trip:

  • America is HUGE!
  • There are people everywhere (with the possible exceptions of New Mexico, Montana, and Wyoming.)
  • These people are just like you and I—they have lives, dreams, desires, emotions, feelings, and souls.
  • Anything tastes good wrapped in a tortilla
  • America is a lot less African American and a lot more Hispanic than I thought
  • Not everyone in California is a militant homosexual baby killing god-hater.
  • Ramen noodles are God’s gift to the financially challenged traveler
  • Home is truly an allusive thing—the more you travel, the more you don’t know where you belong
  • The financial gap between Mexico and The USA is both disheartening and grotesque
  • The religious, cultural, and political opinions of the South are both one of many
  • Slurpees are one of God’s greatest gifts
  • I never want to eat Ravioli again
  • God is an amazing artist
  • The dollar menus don’t change even when other prices do
  • Dreams do come true


A Better Traveler

Traveling is an art. Often oversimplified, travel is reduced to a journey from point a to point b. Traveling is interdisciplinary in nature—it requires cooperation from our many parts. Traveling is about learning…it is about exploring…it is about abandoning some things and embracing others. This trip is the first time I have gone from place to place with such frequency. Moving to a new city or town every couple of days has a profound impact on what kind of experience you have. This was the first trip I would classify as a journey—because of its epic proportions. There are things that come along with travel, like flexibility, understanding, and creativity. On this trip, when I wondered where I would sleep every night, I was stretched into new limits of both flexibility and creativity! As we traveled from city to city, and state to state, I was confronted with many questions and issues to wrestle with. Completely out of my comfort zone, I pondered, thought, learned, and challenged. And that is what travel is all about. This trip made me a better traveler.

A Better American

In my first post, I expectantly wrote about my desire to travel the nation to know America better. As Citizens of such a large nation, it is hard to get a grasp of what this country is all about while remaining in our regional and cultural bubbles. In downtown Greenville there is a quote etched on the sidewalk that I absolutely love and believe to be true: “The man that never leaves his country is full of prejudices.” This quote is an inflammatory one, but is obviously not completely relevant to a 40 day road trip across America! Here is where I would like to modify this quote for my own purposes: “The man who never travels his country is full of misconceptions.” Now before you think I am targeting you—the reader, you must know that I made this in reference to my own ignorance. Throughout my travels, I realized how much of America I was really missing out on. I am familiar with the attitude here in the south that often demonizes the Northeast and West coast as horrible, liberal places. I have heard people tell me that there is no reason to ever leave the south! This may reflect personal opinion, but it is nothing more a disgruntled regionalism—certainly not patriotism. America is an enormous place with unique regions, cultures, languages, and identities. To appreciate America is to appreciate this diversity—even if you do not agree with it.

I grew up putting together jigsaw puzzles with my family. This pastime was one of my favorite things to do and I always loved seeing the image being built to completion…piece by piece. In a strikingly similar fashion, my image of this nation is being built piece by piece. Driving across the vast New Mexico deserts is a piece. The endless urban jungle of Los Angeles is a piece. This puzzle is slowly being put together with other pieces…a conversation with a Hispanic immigrant…a night’s sleep in a truck stop…a hike at Yellowstone…a plate of fish and chips in Seattle. The profundity of America cannot be understated. Our history and identity is indeed complex…an unfinished puzzle on a table. Freely traveling across this nation has indeed taught me more about what it means to be an America. It has given me a deeper appreciation for where we live. As I look back on this trip during which I completed so much of this puzzle, I can truly say it has made me a better American.

There was one thing I was not completely ready for. I thought that such a huge and memorable trip would satisfy my wanderlust…at least temporarily. What I have found is the complete opposite—upon returning home I am stricken with that old familiar feeling. This feeling fills me with an extreme lust—a lust for adventure—a lust for travel—a lust for mystery—a lust to wander. I know already that I will never stop going. God has programmed me as a wanderer with purpose, and he will use me as such.



4 comments:

Anonymous said...

i miss you guys, yall were great. never met more fine outstanding gentlemen than yall. take care

Pastor David said...

Son,
You are right in saying that your journey is over...and just beginning. You have revealed more than just your "meanderings" on your blog---you have revealed your soul, and that is what makes it more than a journey of miles and gas and ramen noodles: it has been a journey of the heart. And you have returned with less of your heart because you have left pieces of it with those whom you encountered along the way: from the homeless guy, to the Torres family, and the Taco lady; from Greg, to April and Norm---it's the people more than the places that leave their indelible mark on your soul.
In the words of Robert Frost, you took the "road less traveled" and it has made all the difference.
Roads will always be a part of your life, because roads are required in your quest to take the Gospel to the nations. In the book, "Lord of the Rings", Bilbo Baggins sings a song that goes like this:
The road goes ever on and on
Down from the door where it all began.
Now far ahead the road has gone,
And I must follow if I can,
Pursuing it with weary feet,
Until it joins some larger way,
Where many paths and errands meet.
And whither then?
I cannot say.

"I am the way," Jesus said. "I am the road." And He is the journey you're on; it is He who is your path. By grace you are on the Way.

The Chinese say, "the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step." Your journey has begun my son. Step boldy. Follow The Way. His road goes ever on and on.

I love you,

Anonymous said...

Indeed, a better Mateo. Chamo, gracias por escribir estos blogs. I'm sure I'm not the only one who you've impacted with your "manderings." I have to say that I agree with your dad and I, again, say thank you for sharing your souls with us. Todavia tenemos una conversacion pendiente which I'm looking forward to.
En fin, me gusta tu self-description como un wanderer with a purpose! =) I strongly believe that part of that purpose is to inspire people, myself included. Dios te bendiga siempre! TQM

Brandon Moore said...

dude, you drove through knoxville! we would have loved to see you. sounds like you had a great trip, though. the next you're in/around knoxville, let me know!